Ba-ba-ba-ba-back!

Back in the U.S.A.  It feels strange to be back.  Have that ‘let down’ feeling that comes from being at an exciting and new place and then returning to what feels ‘normal.’  Of course what is ‘normal’ has changed as much, if not more, than I have changed, but there’s still that feeling.  Like when you’ve planned and ran an amazing event and afterwards all you want to do is cry.  Like that.  But it is good to be back.  Am visiting my parents for a bit and then back to Milwaukee to finish the professional project.  After that will return to Detroit and figure out the job, health insurance, etc.

I will create a powerpoint on my experiences and have posted photos on facebook if you’re interested.  I’ll try to keep writing even though I am not trippin’ over the world for a minute.

Thanks for joining me on this journey!

Barcelona baby!

Hi. It is true. I am in Barcelona   It is beautiful, HOT, and nice here.  Again, I have a-mazing friends.  Am staying with my friend Tim from university.  Yesterday we went to this fantastic beach that was by a castle and went swimming and walking.  His girlfriend is great and she drove us there as well as to the top of the mountain to see all of Barcelona.  Today we went into Barcelona, walked around and took a nap in the park.  Just now, a guy drove by and is bumpin’ ‘my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard…’  It is super hot her, up to 35 C, but it’s nice to feel like real summer.  Am starting to understand a bit more Spanish, but am still shy about speaking…un dia, un dia…

the batteries on Tim’s computer are getting tired.  so am signing off.  am still trying to decide if I should stay in Europe until the 7th of Sept or go home on the 19th of Aug…will let you know soon… be wonderful!

Acts of Faith for today

Let go!

When we believe we are losing control, we grab on tight. If we want to avoid pain, we hang on for dear life. When we are in fear of losing, looking bad or being abandoned, we tighten our grip. When our greatest fear comes upon us, we clench our fist and teeth, close our eyes and hold on. We must learn how to let go. We have the capacity to live through any adversity if we simply let it go. We cannot stop time or destiny. Whatever is going to happen has already happened; we must learn how to see it through to the end. When we hold on, we prolong the pain. When we dig our feet in, we must be uprooted. When the time comes for growth and change, we must have the courage and faith to let go.

Whatever leaves my life makes room for something better.

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very poignant Acts of Faith for today (from Ianayla Vanzant’s book, Acts of Faith, Daily Meditations for People of Color) as I am preparing to travel on to the next stop.  London was fantastic.  I am amazing amazing friends.  Am going to Barcelona tomorrow.  Be wonderful!

Reflection Number One

I am in London now!  Apparently exhausted because I slept until 3pm.  Never, ever, ever have I done that before.  I was not very keen on coming here, until I saw Meaghan and just the safety and comfort of an old friend made everything all right.  And her partner is amazing.  She wrote me a note and made me lunch.  Lovely. 

Initial reflections from Caux…

1. Humbled and Responsible: I am reminded over and over again how much I have and also how much I can give.  Incredibly blessed to have the amazing people I have in my life and the access that I have to resources that I need in order to have a fulfilling life.  Simple things that most people in the U.S. do not have to think about-running water, electricity whenever we want.  Big things-that a starting salary for me would be at about $25,000-$30,000 a year, at least and my friend makes $2,500 a year.  So the ability for me to travel, if I was to be careful and save my money, is much higher than his.  As spiderman says, ‘with great power comes great responsibility.’  So this calling to live more simply so that others may simply live, is a real one.  And so is the call for merciful justice. 

2. Culture-in the midwest, I think many of us believe that the rest of the world is ’like us.’  I had known that there are many different cultures and norms across the world, but in my ignorance had assumed that the similarities between the western countries were stronger than they actually are.  Simple ways: in the words that are used and the tone, it is different for different western countries and even within regions.  Big things: the ways in which men and women and men and men and women and women relate, touch, etc. very different.  For example, in Cambodia, you do not touch people’s heads, while in the U.S. ruffling someone’s hair is a sign of affection.  In the U.S. men and women touching, linking arms, arms around the shoulders, no problem.  In other countries, men and women touching in this way is inappropriate, but then people of the same sex, who are friends, holding hands, linking arms, etc. is perfectly acceptable.  Lesson: watch, listen, observe, and then watch some more.  Speak only when nesc. and only if it is true and kind. 

3. Spirit-the element that is essential for Life and for transformation is the Spirit.  That in our Spirits we must acknowledge our humanity and our power and then through that we can change.  The development of one’s Spiritual path is an important part of social and systemic change and it is often neglected.  The person, I think, consists of the mind, body, and spirit.  Often, in the ‘westernization’ of people, it seems that the focus is solely on the mind and body and the Spirit is discouraged or forgotten.  Small things: people would often say that miracles happen at Caux.  I would say that it is not that miracles happen more at Caux, but rather that people are more aware of them there.  because people allow them to be miracles.  Large things: everything is Sacred.  what if we treated everything as Sacred.  met a person who said that he did not believe that people were ‘real’ at Caux.  felt that people are not really this kind and patient in real life.  what if we are?  what kind of world would that be?  Yesterday, I hiked up to Roche de Naye, the top of the mountain that we stayed on.  It was a day in which a large part of the hike was covered in clouds.  We were literally in the clouds.  Could only see so far ahead and behind us.  This is Faith, I think.  I knew that we were on the mountain, I knew that the lake was below us, the cows, houses, trees.  I had seen them before.  My friend had not.  But we both knew they were there.  We could only see around us, but we had Faith that as we walked, that which is around us would be revealed.  Lesson: have Faith.

4. Change-The only constant is change.  Each time I move from one place to another, I am hestiant and honestly, not keen on leaving.  Because I am comfortable and more or less happy where I am at.  But then when I do move, it is because it is time and it is good.  Small thing: We had to move from Alpina, the house that we were staying at to the Caux Palace.  I did not want to move because we were good where we were.  But when we moved down, we had nicer rooms, I had a roommate, and it was much easier to get where we needed to go.  Of course both places were good, but not wanting to move because one place was familiar, was not reason enough.  Luckily I did not really have a choice.  Large thing: leaving Caux.  I did not want to leave.  was happy there, could walk a lot, meet new people, etc.  was ‘tired’ of traveling.  Was not keen on London.  but now am very happy to be here.  Lesson: sleep more.

Thanks for reading the world’s longest post ever.  Love for your day.

Walk…Castle…Swim…Fire…Chocolate. WHAT!

I have given up on backtracking on what’s been going on, and will just move forward.  One day I will go back.  Today I will share with you about yesterday.  T’was glorious. Yesterday was Swiss National Day.  The day of the founding of the Swiss Federation (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Swiss_National_Day).  For breakfast we had Swiss rolls with Swiss flags in them…and then I went back to sleep.  It’s been since France that I have been able to sleep in, so it was very very nice.  After lunch a few of us decided to walk down the moutain to Chatel de Chillon, this medieval castle on Lake Geneva (pictured above).  Apparently it takes mos people about an hour to get down, but we have mad skills and so it took us two. 

It was a beautyfull day out and we were mostly in the woods.  Found an abandoned path and on the path there were really ripe blackberries!  Warm berries on a warm day.  Fantastic.  Eventaully we made it down and went to the castle.  This weekend, there is some type of festival there and people were dressed in the clothes that people wore in the castle.  There were also soliders shooting off cannons.  We roamed around the castle for awhile, and then went swimming in the lake.  That was one of the things I wanted to do…just to say I did it, of course   The water was not bad…once we got up the courage to go all the way in.  Some folks were swimming and others fishing.  Then we booked it to the train, barely catching it.  The train comes at quarter til every hour, but dinner is at 6:30, so if we did not catch that train, we would have missed dinner.

On the way up, the other people on the train were SO excited, because really friends, this place is out of a picturebook.  I will put up pictures on facebook soon.  And I was again in awe, that this is where I live.  Where the sky and the lake meet and glisten on the edges.  We are at the middle of the mountain, in a house that literally looks like a palace.  It over looks the lake and above us is more mountain.  This place helps to remind me that no matter what we humans do, what kind of destruction and evil we create, that God is always good.  There has been some high drama, tense moments, discussions on very serious, deathly issues in our world, but the lake, mountain and forest always remind me that no matter what we humans believe, we are only a speck in life’s creations and that if we would just respect the Sacredness of life… gah.  what a world this would be.

So we made it up for dinner on time.    Ate dinner with two women about my parents age from Taiwan and Japan and another woman about my age from Taiwan.  So good to be around people who speak Chinese (the Japanese woman didn’t, but still, good to be around Asians).  They have devoted their whole life to this organization-Initiatives of Change.  (more on the organization later).  After dinner we went up the mountain a bit more and they had a huge 10-15 ft. high bonfire set up.  The kids from the area came and performed and some other folks did as well.  They lit the fire and we had chocolate, wine, and buns.  Since we are halfway up the mountain, we could see the fireworks and bonfires all across the lake.  We had a few of our own fireworks, but seeing everyone else’s from above was real nice.

This was yesterday.  Today we will go to the chocolate factory and perhaps the cheese one as well.  It is fantastic, but trust me, I, of course, have gotten myself all invovled in the work related stuff here, and that is good too, but don’t worry, I’m not having too much fun.  Just enough.